March 5, 2006
I’m free!
Finally, that awaited moment, the day I’ve been waiting for from the beginning of the year. The day of salvation, peace, freedom. A feeling of feathery lightness, of wanting to fly all the way around the world and then straight to Flat B, 47, Seaforth road, Aberdeen, Scotland, U.K. The interesting part is, that the awaited feeling was much more stronger a couple of months back, it was desperation. It’s like that definiton of utility: anticipated satisfaction. But after the grande finale yesterday, it was hard for me to believe that everything was over. That Junior College was done with. No more bunking with my gang or hanging out in the foyer or the woods. Acceptance refused to settle inside. I still had that feeling that I’d have to go back to college on Monday as usual. Strange. Or maybe just human.
Now the question is, what do I do next? I’m not planning anything for this week. Just letting myself crazy, lose my head, meet up wth my friends, drive them crazy too, freak out, watch all the tv I can, use the computer whenever I can, shop, go to the movies and so on. I most probably will be visiting my nephews at Bangalore and am very excited about it. I mean babysitting two beautiful angels, what more could I ask for? I love kids by the way.
Well, as for any other plans, I still need to ponder over those. Its only been 24 hours! Till then, looking forward to endless days with nothing to do, or rather, finding something to do…….
Warshhhh at 11:42 pm