http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:13:50 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en   Silence. Introspection. Confusion. Disillusionment. Too much. Too little. Fatigue. Sleep. Lack of it. Blur. Dilated pupils. Head-heavy. Tippy-toed. Distortion. White noise. Bad jokes. Laughter. Gossip. Confessions. Tears. Grief. Anger. Calm. Comfort. Desire. Disclosure. Discretion. Giggles. Fear. Love. Lust. Happiness.Heartbreak. Betrayal. Obsession. Loneliness. Numbness. Destruction. Faith. Dejection. Realization. Denial. Work. Life. Too much. Too little. Disappointment. Nothing. Everything. Peace. Chaos. Silence.   the words ... http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org/2008/08/13/the-emotional-web/ A rhythmic nod, That knowing smile, A feeling of elation; A picture of her dancing, Without inhibition, Winged, fearless, free. But the skies aren't endless, The world is not enough, She must reach beyond infinity, There lies her salvation. Not a lover, Not the very last of her kin, Not all the wealth one could have; She seeks something more. An unconventionality, A uniqueness, A treasure ... http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org/2008/03/23/in-pursuit/ Three things that scare me : 1. Letting someone in/Losing someone I care about 2. Letting down my parents/brother 3. Someone who can read into my mind Three people who make me laugh : 1. My brother (even though he makes the worst jokes on the planet) 2. Chandler (Friends)/Dr.Cox (Scrubs) 3. Anyone who takes advantage of ... http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org/2007/02/27/self-tagged/ First day of college. No, I mean proper degree college. To be honest, it was oddly unsettling. A free lecture, a one and a half hour break and dismissed at 1 p.m. I felt as though I was just lolling about with plenty of time to kill, as though I ... http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org/2006/06/26/back-to-st-xaviers/ Dear Lord, I am forgetful. I forgot to mention the most important people who made my birthday so memorable. First and foremost, satish, who although called close to evening, remembered to call and promised me a gift. But you know what, his call was gift enough to me. L-l-l-love you ... http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org/2006/05/16/to-satish-and-the-others/ I distinctly noticed, on reading the previous post, that I'd not mentioned my parents at all. My birthday would've been nothing without them to share it with. Indeed, I woke up to negative predictions, but one bug hug and kiss from my parents (given early in the morning while I ... http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org/2006/05/15/to-mom-and-dad/ I'm 18!!! Adult, can attain the license to drive, to vote, and hey, even go clubbing (Not that I will any time soon). This birthday was a once in a lifetime occasion, and all I can say is, that I enjoyed it to the fullest or atleast ended up doing ... http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org/2006/05/12/a-birthday-to-remember/ On wednesday morning, April 12th, I was awoken to the urgent news of thatha's (my grandpa) last moments. By the time I reached his bedside, he was no more. Semi-shock turned to complete shock. Disbelief. I held on to his hand but he refused to squeeze it one last time. ... http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org/2006/04/14/a-tribute-to-thatha/ The last time I saw my grandfather since he was admitted at the hospital, he talked to me. He wasn't too cheerful, but he was talking and atleast acknowledging the fact that I was there. It's been 4 days. For the first time, while listening to my father and uncle ... http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org/2006/04/10/a-flickering-candle/ Finally, that awaited moment, the day I've been waiting for from the beginning of the year. The day of salvation, peace, freedom. A feeling of feathery lightness, of wanting to fly all the way around the world and then straight to Flat B, 47, Seaforth road, Aberdeen, Scotland, U.K. The ... http://darkwaters.severeanomaly.org/2006/03/05/im-free/